I am now an architecture student in Taylors and nowadays, I seem to think more of my future than ever. I am starting to plan my life even though I do not know what is going to happen at all. I plan to have a loving family in the future. I plan to be the best father a child can have and the best husband my wife would have. Though that is what many people would say, I want to make it my goal. I want to be the one of those architects that are known for their works and dedication, but it seems I now still lack the confidence in my design and my ideas. Hopefully I will get to develop myself with each semester I go through. I want to be a God driven person. Where God is the one that drives who will I be and the person He wants me to be. Sometimes, it is just hard to sit down and meditate his words or go into prayer. My busy life has led me into using the same excuses the prophets used in the past. I must change that. I must break that inside me.
I do not fear the future. But I worry about it. Doesn't this sound confusing? Its human nature not to fear but worry (I guess). I might not be the best student in my batch, but I want to know that I did my best and improve myself with each lesson thought. Thanks to the friends I made (Lameville especially), I get to see myself improving because of them. Even though some people makes you stumble from time to time. Yes, it happens to me a lot in this course. "We call it 'Shyts' people".
Hmm... I am guessing you are thinking why would I write a post like this. Well, its only a week left for my semester 3 in Taylors. I stumbled like crazy last year. I was victorious at the same time. But this year, when I stumbled, there is always people to pull me up and follow me into the victorious state. I would just like to thank them all. You know who you are. All of you.
Thank You for being my FRIEND!