Saturday, June 5, 2010

Feeling like a seed....

A thousand seeds...
Thinking about it, I sometimes feel like a seed.  Destined to grow and become something some day.  The only problem is like a seed, you won't know where you will be sowed, you won't know where you land and you won't know if you would survived or ever serve a  purpose.  Sometimes, you will feel like you are insignificant even though people tells you that you are talented.  Discontentment and disbelief runs in our veins.  Sometimes, you just feel that you are losing your mind.  Uncertain and paranoid about the things that are happening around you.  Hopeless, just like a seed waiting to be sown.  On hard earth or soft fertile soil..... I want to be the one who lands on soft fertile soil, where life can be simple and all decisions already made.  But the more you wish, the more you won't get what you want.  Destined but worried, Given but discontent..... Oh lord, this is the day I need you the most.....

1 comment:

Dorm Linens said...

Oh my....you have no idea how close this post hits home for me...thank you :)